她們當中,不存在友誼,只有共嗚。
她們
死得好慘
斷絕
拒絕與文字成為好友,利用著它去描述自己。當斷絕的一刻,才能發覺,原來什麼都可以不記,還文字一個自由。文字並不能幫助我去化解一些的慨念,捉著一些已發生的事情,或者能幫助我去處理一些思緒,但並不在於「記」。只是「記」,留著記憶,對文字不公平。它在服務著記者的事,不再於文字本身。
若然,我要對文字公平一點,我只有斷絕。斷絕於「我」,在於「我寫」這個行徑之中。
是有思想,產生文字的功能,寫的功能。還是話言說話,產生文字這樣的副產品?是記使文字顯得重要,文字不記,還有本身的用途嗎?
what ever what is happening……
we have to Carry On
Portishead, Third “We Carry On”
Portishead, Third “Rip”
是日色盲
剛才看新聞,見支聯會拿著膠火炬在今天遊行,他們統一的穿上橙色。與民建聯的一身運動服是一樣。
看照片才錯處,對,除了陳方安生與陳婉孄是穿紅色,其他我只見是橙色。奇怪在於,民建聯何時開結與支聯會同一陣線?民建聯堅稱他們穿的是猩紅,真的很血猩地指橙為紅。
今早,看見曾鈺成在某電影台主持兒童節目,ummm,對,他說的小孩兒都應該聽。「這是猩紅不是橙,我們要做過紅色的紅孩兒!」
現在我有點蠢蠢欲動,做一個有政治意味的work。
「我用的不是紅,是黑,難道你看不見我的立場嗎?」
關於橙色,我們是要看多一點,了解多一點。
tokyo.sora
媚行者
是媚行,還是獨行?
「從不愛與忘懷之中,得到自由;
從拒絕生命,得到穩定。」
【媚行者】,黃碧雲
Trembled Blossoms
this is other way to consume visual.
努力地嘲笑現實
嘲笑現實 [laugh at facts]
you say those proverbs as if you had contrived them
i know your arrogance, but do not point it out
and you’ve not changed a bit in three long dismal years
i think your flaw isn’t so much your fault as a charm
maybe i will meet you one day, maybe wednesday, maybe not…
still, i’m sure to meet you anyway, maybe thursday, maybe not…
i want to be you
just like a leaf that has flown away with the wind and the rain
this “romance” is so mellow, and “so real”
just like a song that has died away with a flash in the night
i would like to be composed of you
you tell your stories as if you had no respect for anyone
i sing my songs as if i were a prostitute
you take a snap at me, and stuff yourself on my welfare
i feel like i am clinging to a cloud
maybe i will kiss you slowly, maybe quickly, maybe not…
still, i’m sure to kiss you anyway, maybe sweetly, maybe not…
i want to be you
it’s hard to spend a lifetime for myself with the quakes and the storm
this “romance” is an error, and “surreal”
it’s clear that i love your insensitiveness like the hills and the sky
i would like to be merged into you